Don’t mislead this for a lucid dreaming thread! It’s a mixture so I put it here, the first part is a background before what just happened
I decided to take a break from lucid dreaming for a while until I sort some things out… but lucid dreaming won’t leave me alone! I’m having more than ever. I guess that’s a good thing. I’m having FA’s for once, I hardly ever have those, but they’re happening constantly! Even though I’ve stopped RCing in the morning due to the break, it doesn’t matter. I always go back to sleep after I first wake up for whatever reason, so in an FA, my usual routine is going back to sleep! I do that in a FA, what do you know? I’m thrown back into my previous dream thinking “wait, what?”.
There was this song: youtube.com/watch?v=1Mj6_OfLsbU in my head the whole time.
Anyway, about the fun accident. I decided to relax for a while in bed, so I got into bed facing upright. I -excuse this- performed my own self-hypnotic induction but got knocked out of the state a few times. I kept having the feeling I should turn the light on because I couldn’t go down for some reason. Song still in my head. Then suddenly when I thought about the lightswitch, a dream started. I didn’t notice because I was just playing with the lightswitch. Then I put my finger through it and opened my eyes. I thought “this’d better not be a dream still”. I did a reality check (yes yes, I know) and I was awake. I shut my eyes again and (keep in mind I did move a bit after waking up) just song still in my head played like a movie.
Through the next five minutes everything felt normal, but then for no apparent reason everything turned white and I had vibrations. IT WAS SO SUDDEN! I could then hear the music. Funny because I’d never heard it raw before, only in Chobits. It was REALLY hard to breath and I couldn’t move. I heard weird noises as well. I assumed I was in SP and if I opened my eyes I’d see something weird and non-white, so I left them closed. Because it was so hard to breath (really it felt like I was breathing through a straw that was shoved down my throat) I woke myself up from that. It was easier than I expected.
Yeah I know, weird kind of SP, white with vibrations, but I assume that’s what it was.
After, I shut my eyes one more time and saw what I easily recognized and hypnagogic imagry. If I were to describe it, random women (one of them being Gwen Cooper from Torchwood actually) saying something weird (silently) and breaking up into pieces, the pieces were single colours but you could still see the details.
Then I opened my eyes again, not that I didn’t want to do this because I do, I was just taking a break because of the effort alone (I hate doing RCs for some reason). It’s just that I wanted to hear that song again! D:
So yeah this kind of forced me to post again. I couldn’t feel any shifts in conciousness, any movements beyond what I feel when I lie down anyway (like I’m in some kind of hot air balloon, don’t know why that is…).
I’m just wondering why this happened, any ideas?
Note: when I say I couldn’t move, I couldn’t, but whenever I tried I felt the vibrations really strongly.