ok, i just had a really strange night, here, and i thought i should get an oppinion on it, as well as find out what exactly it’s called. this aint an ld, but it falls close.
so heres the deal: about 2 hours ago, i reckoned it was time to get to bed. 4 am seemed like a nice time to get some sleep, anyways. so i hit the sack, thinking about lucidity, cause i was convinced that either this night or the next, id have one. so i fall asleep, and after less than 2 hours, im awake again. it’s 6 am here as i am writing this. what was strange though, was how i woke up. i had a dream before i woke up, like i always have, about something like a job or something. i cant really remember, nor is it relevant. so my subconcious is pumping out a dream for me, like a good brain-activity, and while this is happening, i realize that im awake! literally wide awake! so im lying in bed, and i am totally aware of every part of my body, etc etc, and i am still dreaming. if i open my eyes just a little, i can see a bit of light shining through, and i can even stop fokusing on the dream entirely, while it’s still going. i can even move my body as im dreaming, which i do, cause i turn my head right before i realize what’s going on. i can refokus on the dream, and still follow what’s going on, but not control it. i just stay there for a minute or so, thinking about how weird it is, and going back and forth on my fokus, between the dream and how weird this is. and all the while i know that i can just stop dreaming, and wake up entirely. so after a minute or so, i decide that this is too weird, and that i am already awake, so i roll my head around, crack my eyes wide open, and kill the dream(sorry). then i turn on my comp and start writing this.
so what do you guys think? is there even a name for what i just went through? and what could this be interpreted as?