ive only had maybe 2 lucid dreams in the year of so of trying, and today was one of those times. so ive never been able to become lucid in normal ways.
instead, sometimes when i try to sleep when im rested i will sleep, but im just in a dark area.
so bored today i decide well. i guess ill try to lucid dream.
but ive tried before in this state and never can. ive been doing this dark room thing since i was maybe… 6? im 20 now,
so im sitting in this dark room saying to myself. lucid dream, or trying to make light. or space. nothing.
==so my first qustion is…opinions on how to activate lucidity from this point?===
today some how though i did. i was angry and said “im sleep and i know im sleep. im not dreaming so what the hell” and i saw myself get out of my bed.
then took a first person perspective. it was cool. i phased through my wall and then jumped to the room of my house.
its actually amazing how much memory and detail your brain can store.
but i had problems. everything was slightly in slow motion and it wouldnt speed up when i asked.
also around the end i couldnt breathe and i tried to make a fire ball and it didnt make. after telling it too for…2 minutes?
and i wasnt shocked or scared or nervous or anything. i was actually pretty calm.
opinions?