After immense research and yada yada. I chose WILD. On my 2nd night of attempt I was so close to crossing to the other side. Regular symptoms described in WILD: Electric chi feeling, hallucinations (revolving ball that kept flashing lights at me) and noises and also can’t breath. But when I almost reach it, its a complete white light and 360 degree vision, I feel more like an entity than having a body and it also feels like some hand is trying to rip my mind out of my body. When I get to that part I let go, I know that I’m am this - close to making it, then i suddenly go back into darkness with a high energy in my body. This happens almost 3-4 times and the last one is usually the most intense. I want to know how I can take the next step into entering the dream world.
One time I thought I was dreaming and I realized I was, yet I thought I wasnt. I had an FA and when I looked at my hands they were like that music video Take On Me by Aha, but I still didnt I was dreaming.
Myself:
My dream recall is now at at least 1 dream per night.
Fast sleeper/very motivated/heavy sleeper