Hello all,
Well I did make a previous post some time ago, on how I thought I obtained a lucid dream. Anyway I have been practicing for a couple of weeks now & here is where I am but I have two types of questions.
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So using the countdown method from 100 and trying to stay focused whilst falling asleep, I get this huge amount of pressure on my chest, my legs and arms tingle, then I see a load of images that don’t make any sense, I can see whatever images I think of but they are not clear if that makes any sense, does this mean I am nearly there? I am know I am 20 years of age but does this mean it’s harder for me to obtain lucidity.
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This one is very strange and I woke up crying I really don’t know what’s happening here. Before I started to practice lucid dreaming my dreams was completely random. Usually about nothing etc. But now when I dream I dream about what im thinking about before I go to bed. But the thing is I could think of something and dream about it but it’s not in the context I want it to be. How do I stop dreaming of my days events or can I control weather they are good or bad?
Here is last nights dream log. ( as much as I remember )
There is a girl I like & I was thinking about here before I was sleeping. When I entered my dream ( I knew I was dreaming in parts, but not all which was odd, and i had no control ) anyway…
This girl ( we will call her ) was arriving by train, Don’t know where I was or why I was there, although I will be using a train to meet her… Anyway she got off and then out of no where we entered a massive hall, with loads of doors, it’s like my dream just changed scenes, for some reason a fire started in the room we was in and she was just laughing, then the room filled up with water and she had an oxygen mask on, although at the same time she was trying to save a drowning girl… everytime she tried to touch the girl a bone of the girls body broke / really deformed… This is what gets me, I woke up and walked into my kitchen… ( I really thought I was awake ) and there was piles of bodies of burning people… This is what freaked me becuase I thought I was awake… anyway I fell and went through the floor, Then I really did wake up but it felt like I dropped onto my bed, I woke up and head a red back and a saw neck, what the hell was that… Scared the " s*** out of me, now im scared to go to sleep ( please dont laugh ) i know to you it sounds nothing but the way i saw it was horrifying…
and lastly and for some reason when im drifting into sleep, i can hear i voice saying hello and a strange figure appears and then my body flings up into the air… and then when i open my eyes i drop down onto my bed.
Whats happening to me?? It feels so real ( the one where my body flies into the air is freaky as when i open i drop onto my bed??