well possibly as a child or a few nightmears. But i was refering to ideas that other people have put in your head like…
lucidity takes effort and is hard
lucidity cna take over your life dont do it!
its against your religion!
if you lucid dream you will die!
you know crap like that. Its like a virus, people keep pumping you with the stuff and even if you dont belive it, deep inside there are still parts of you that are being affected by it.
Just to clear what i wrote up there, lucidy is not hard, its acutally quite easy, it will not take over your life it should enchance your life, dreaming is against no religion nor is controling them, or at lesat it shouldnt be, people have been doing this for longer then you would care to imagine and if you lucid dream you will not die! otherwise none of us would be here! unless we are all dead already in which case it doesnt even matter.
i think deep inside you already know the answer to what is causing these pains inside your lucid dreams, remmeber that it is your mind creating it and you are in control of your mind, at lest to some degree, so sit down by your self in a quite area, dim the lights and meditate if you can or relax if you cant and just think about lucid dreaming, and the pains. Try and feel where the pain is comming from and why you get it, if you cant figure it out dont worry, instead as you sit there and think, imagine having a lucid dream.
You go lucid, you relise its a dream and you are happy, and just when you think the pain is going to come, it doesnt, instead you realise it isnt going to happen anymore and you fly out the window or walk through the wall etc etc. Make up as many different fun lucid dreams in your mind as you can, really feel them, and rememebr that in each one you create you will not exerience any pain.
Pain is a way of telling your body that something is wrong and should not be ignored, but the body at time, can create fake pain. Like pain rememberence, think about an x lover and your heart will hurt" think about last time you broke a bone or ali-ped and hurt your self and a slight tingel will emerge at lesat in your mind “remembering” the expereince, naturally we block theses memories from occouring again in full otherwise we would never be able to funciton.
But pain can also be experience with a surge of emotion, or another way of putting it a surge of emotion can be linked in your mind as if painful.
The first time you went lucid, there is a chance that you were extremnly happy and overwhelmed with emotion. so much to a level that you are not farmiliar with, and because of htis your bran didnt understand how to interp it right, so instead of feeling what you should of it short wired it self and make u feel something that you have already expereinced at that level. Pain.
Its been a learned reaciton, so that every time you lucid dream you also feel pain, because you have taught your self to without knowing it.
So the best way to work throug this is to just keep imagining over and over again sences about lucid dreaming that last forever with out any pain. Really beleive this and the next time you do go lucid, hopefully, your mind will play out the thought stream that you have been re teaching it. The non thought stream.
I could go into classical conditioning and operate conditioning but i think you understand the gist.
Anyway that is just my oppipion i could be totaly wrong. jsut the first thing that came to mind so i thought i would mention it.
how do you feel about what i have written?