OK here it is. It starts with me on holiday with my mother but i am not really on holiday as we live there, in a caravan with another one parent family and his 3 kids, or it could be my father i am not sure. I sit down out side in the sunshine to watch a film because i want to find something out. something has happened to me but i am not sure what. as i begin to watch the video it starts off quite normal and i feel upset whilst watchting it. I remember how i used to be and how loved i was but now i feel that i have lost it. i even see people in the vid with me that i know now. it was like it was a film that was made and not a home video. Any way as the film progresses i find something with a number on it. it is red and it looks like a doorknob but made out of plastic with the number 376 on it, i start to think what does that mean? i then start to think back to when i was even younger and i was on a plane. at this moment it is like i am regressing and i have my mother helping me to find out what that number means. I feel as though i am on a plane flying and i am looking round the cabin at all the people trying to find out what the number means. My mother is there watching me sat beside me encouraging me to find it out to make sense as to what has happened to me. then it cuts back to us watching the video together and we have our arms round each other giving each other comfort then we are back on the plane. I look at the seat numbers and then there it is. 376 written above this mother and her daughter and as i have noticed the number i start to realize that this is where it started from. I start to look around frantically as a crack begins to appear at the side of their window. now it seems like this has really happened and i am thinking back to apart of my life. i ask my mother to help me as the plane starts going down as i am looking for that red knob with the number on it that makes sense of all this. I cant find it at all and everyone is screaming as they start to realize we are all about to die. Then i find it. in the luggage under the seat the knob with the number 376. I pick it up just as the nose of the plane hits. it all happens in slow motion now. the fire and the people screaming as they die. As the flames reaches my position i feel another presance. not my mother someone else but before i realize it i die. In the movie that is. but as i do and the flames start to cover my body a woman takes the red knob i am holding. then turns into a ghost image and flies at the camera. It feels as though she has taken my soul, then the movie ends. I am now sat outside in the sunshine with my mother crying my eyes out. i now know what has happened Satan has taken my soul. In the dream half of my face is black as if it has been burnt or painted i am not sure which and i continue to cry. Then it cuts to a new scene. I am going to bed with my mother it feels like i am prob about 6 or 7 years old and i cant stop crying. it feels like i am just a skin. i even scream it out. i am just a skin! why am i just a skin? i ask my mother. Why did Satan have to take me I ask her again. Then my father or step father comes into the room with his 3 kids. i can feel that he doesn’t understand what is going on. and that i havn’t been taken over by Satan I am just a young kid playing up. I then see a skin of a boy on the floor with a rug covering the face but i know that this is me. Then it fades. Now i am in a red room. it looks like there is blood or some sort of fluid on the walls. i am sat there with my mother. My father comes in with his three other kids. shouting and telling us to buck our ideas up but he has no idea. I wave a hand telling him to shut up and he disapears in a gust of fire. then two of his kids speak up and i do the same to them. My mother just signals the remaining one not to speak and she gets the message so i dont kill her. the dream then fades as i stay sat besides my mother and my sister.
As you can imagine i was pretty shaken up when i woke up. as i was writing this i had tears coming down my face as i remembered it so vividly. So if any one can make head or tail out of it i would be extremely grateful.