I don’t know I THINK I might’ve gotten something… btw hi waves
umm well yesterday I read a lot about LD and I really really wanna do it. I wanna get as far as to controlling it. I plan on listening to this mp3 thing I got (45 minutes) I forgot what it’s called but it helps you LD somehow by making your body fall asleep but keeping your mind awake I think. Now, I really didn’t wanna try WBTB and I don’t think a DILD would work for me… (I can only remember knowing that I was in a dream once or twice) I tried a MILD (I’ll try with a WILD later probably) and did it for… 5 or 10 minutes. I think I got into the 2nd or 3rd stage of sleeping. I started to get dizzy and the room felt like it was spinning and I felt like I was falling a little bit. It stopped after 1 minute and I started seeming pentagramic shapes and big white stars splitting and reforming kind of.
And that leads me to my other question. I think I saw pentagrams because I was very worried that someone mentioned demonic things and spirits going through LDs. Can that really happened?! I don’t wanna be possessed by a demon or something (kinda extreme).
Anyway, I snapped out of it and woke up cause I heard somekind of whining or something. It was very light but enough to get me worried.
How far did I get? I’m 13. I’m also something of a semi-insomiac because I don’t get to sleep as quickly as people normally do. I need to try that mp3 and eat some pickels or something before bed tonight…
Those mp3’s are not for MILD, just for WILD attempts. If you are unsure what the exact diference between these 2 methods is, please read at the main site. What you describe seems like a WILD to me, feeling dizzy, seeing and hearing stuff. About that, dont worry at all, there will be no real evil presences in your LD trying to possess you. Anything scary you make up is merely from your own mind, and yes most likely caused because you read somehting about it and have a bit of fear.
Im not sure how far you got with your WILD. You say you’re an insomniac, which is usually considdered a bad thing for WILDing. But since you got into the state of hearing and seeing stuff (HI state), perhaps you can be succesful after all. Just keep at it and find out! Furtermore you should also work at your DR because even for WILD that is pretty useful. Check out the BIG DR topic on the forum and search the main site, it’s all there. Good luck!
Hemi-Sync, the first side of the 1st one… if that makes any sense. It’s about 45 minutes long. One of my friends tried it and it worked for him so maybe it’ll work for me.
Ok I know how to solve my DR problem. Kinda. I had yougart 2 nights ago before bed and I had a very vivid ND that I recall. It actually made sense a little bit.
Last night was a bit freaky - I relaxed and didn’t expect to get an LD. I was having trouble sleeping, I’m not sure why I think I had too much caffine or something. Either way I THINK I was getting a LD?! Or just going into a ND. My ears were ringing, falling feeling, and the white light that spins over your eyes like a radar? Yeah I messed it up. I got too excited, tryed something I think was for something else and had some trouble breathing and it disappeared.
I have described some things as “demonic” and I only called them demonic because I have never heard of seen the things I was expeirencing.
Did you hit SP? It’s quite an amazing feeling and can be overwhelming at first. For me I go through intense SP and HI and then all of a sudden it stops and all goes black.
I then see HI and I enter a dream that way. Usually the dream just materializes around me.
I suggest keeping a DD/DJ to increase your Dream Recall, it helped me out when I started and it will help you out recalling your dreams.
Two nights ago I recalled 4 dreams and last night I recalled 2.
