Had wild without trying(?)

Quest for Lucidity
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Hi I’m new to lucid dreams, I’ve been learning almost a month, writing down dreams, trying to be conscious etc. Had couple of short lucid dreams and longer ones, but less lucid.
Today after I wrote up dreams to my phone and went back to sleep as usual I had a really short dream, I remember it and there were some other short images I don’t remember. . As soon as I started to think they fade. Then it kept going on and I don’t know how, I just knew I was going to enter a dream. The strange feeling followed, then blackness and I told myself I will wake up in my bed lucid. And then I woke up in dream, fully lucid, except the vision was super blurry and I saw things only with one eye. Soon I woke up and the eye I coludn’t see through was covered by cushion. And I got my phone to write this and all of this happened in 20 minutes (including the time it took me to fall asleep).

So what was that, was I just dreaming I’m going to wild? or soon I’ll be able to induce lucid dreams on will without much effort?
I’ve had 2 similar . experiences, but I think I was definitely dreaming them.

These other dreams about wilding were:
I was lying in bed, and couple of times I entered the dream and left. Because when I woke up in dream I couldn’t move almost. Only one time I induced half lucid dream then and woke up). So I think this one was a dream 100% because how the heck would I be able to induce it few times in a row.

And another one week after starting. Maybe it was a dream or not. I think I caught the moment I was falling asleep. And for some strange reason I thought I’m going to enter sleep paralysis and I think I did. I felt like my whole body is shutting down. Then I woke up in a dream. I knew I was dreaming but couldn’t control the dream.

I’ve another question. The first LD I had was super clear and vivid. I felt so high just dreaming. The other lucid dreams I have feel like normal dreams or even worse, they are freaking blurred. Why the first one was clear and the latest aren’t?

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I had another similar experience this morning. I was pretty sleepy. I had one of these short dreams, I noticed it was a dream. Next thing I remember was some music playing, I thought it was. I thought it was playing on tv IRL. Then again I had that feeling I will jump into the dream. And woke up in the dream. Again I saw only on one eye. I even tried to open it in dream, but it didn’t work. The dream was very short. I woke up in the exact place. And again this eye was covered IRL. I went back to sleep again and I saw these short dreams, but this time I woke up. So was that wild or dreaming about wilding? Normally when I notice I’m dreaming, the dream is longer and SC manipulates it more than I do.
I had a half lucid dream once, where I was lying in bed and I dreamed about leaving my body. And I left it, then the vision was very blurred and it was very short. And woke up with the same feeling, like vision from dream slowly becomes normal vision. It was really similar to these. When I woke up from normal lucid dreams, I was starring at my eyelids.

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It is only natural for this to happen, happened to me plenty of times, yes, we can WILD without trying, better said, without the intention to WILD, which is the best way to do it, people who will focus on have it too much will get the opposite effect.

About the blurry LDs, I believe since you had your first impression, you’re being a little careless about LDing, try harder to stabilize the dream, just don’t force yourself out of it.