Ok, so Ive come to a point where a pattern is emerging. Ive come to the conclusion that I carry with me limiting beliefs and expectations and these are obstacles on my journey. Ive discovered them and it feels rather painful since i consider myself an open minded person who believes in, but has never experienced, healing, spirits and lots of mumbo jumbo. I also believe now that why ive never experienced these things is because of these expectations and beliefs.
There seems to be a part of me that doesnt embrace these things and dont believe in myself. Like when im in a LD I want a thing to manifest, there is a part of me that expects it not to happen, so it doesnt. This coupled with an underlying belief that I dont have what it takes makes a bad combo. Im trying to give myself positive affirmations to counter, but would love some more advice and experience on how others deal with this kind of issue. In advabce, thanks!