After attempting a wild I fell asleep and in the dream I was waiting tables at this one random girls house for about 1 hour( she would have guests come in and order at her kitchen table).
Then I randomly went through vibrations and bell sounds and “woke up” in my actual room.All RC’s I did worked like the clock change and holding your nose and breathing so I new I was dreaming.
I rubbed my hands together and yelled out 'more clarity" then held my hand behind my back and materialized a desert eagle (kind of pistol) to test my new powers, then looked and there it was. After “controlling the dream”(it seamed as though exactly what I would have done if became lucid) a little more I woke up.
But after I woke up it didn’t feel real at all, almost like vivid dream. I don’t remember feeling anything or hearing anything at all. How the fuck could all of that happen and I don’t become lucid???
This called fake lucid dreams are quite common once you get really close toward lucidity. There isn’t a lot I can suggest at this point but to do what you were doing because as it seems it works.
You are getting more into the idea of becoming lucid so that’s why you dream about it. Little more work and you will actually become lucid. Try various things through the day to raise your awareness. Also I would strongly suggest meditation…
The problem with these fake LD’s is that they are pretty much exactly the same as LD’s, except the “real world” you just left is a dream and not real life. Or at least, that’s what I think.
I’ve had around three fake LD’s too, which is why I started asking myself to remember real life, and the day before this dream. This brought me at least once from a fake LD into a real LD. It didn’t change anything about the LD itself (when I became fully lucid I still kept on shooting fireballs at Mario whom I had conjured so that I could play Super Mario in 3D, seriously, wtf, nevermind) but it felt much more satisfying.
Exactly, because once when you have the realization then everything becomes personal experience, when you don’t have this click which makes you lucid you are more observer then a participant!
