… and frustrated at the same time
I live in rental appartment in not very big house (2 flats), and today they turned off our water!
I have payed my bills (including water) regularly, so have done others i know. But still 1-2 people refused to pay, and as far as i know the guy who is responsible for the house still payed the bills for water company.
And now they say to me over phone after i call them, that we have debt, and the water will be off until the debt is payed!
I’m WTF!! I have not had even the singlest idea that this bastard did not payed the bills lately (although it should be now for some months already, because i don’t believe they do it for some short time debt).
Now deprived from water, i’m really frustrated at lazy people (like this “manager” of our house) who don’t get balls to demand out the debts from one specific appartment owner, nor did he said anything about the debt we have. And i’m frustrated at myself that i get so frustrated after such things happen. I would not be supposed to get so upset after i changed my worldview long time ago into: be ready for the worst, so if things turn into good, then at least you will have pleasant surprise, not annoying surprise. At least during first hour of recovering from those “news” it’s again that in my life Marx becomes reality: “One cannot make philosophy, art, etc unless his basic needs are met”.
I’m empty, and don’t want to deal with any philosopy, or anything beneficial atm. In next hour i know that i start to act again, but i hoped that i’m mature enough to hear those “great news” with stoicistic peace. But seems that i’m still immature kid in many aspects. Just wanted to share this frustration. It’s pointless thread anyway, but i hope that it fits somehow to Lucid Lounge.