Im so angry with myself...

I tried Wild lastnight and when it didnt work so I used WBTB with MILD. All I got was a ND and heres what happened (copied from my dream journal):

     "So in my dream I was in my house and my mom was screaming to me telling me to take the “skunk” downstairs. Well it was just a normal dream so I did what I would usually and asked where it was.  It was in the living room next to the couch The “skunk” was actually a cross-stitched pattern that said SKUNK at the top and had random pictures beneath it.  I brought it to the garage and gave it to my dad.  He told me to put it down and help him move the couch into the truck.  I did what I was told. We were moving it and my dad tripped and dropped it.  I was going to get some ice for his foot and saw the word SKUNK was changed.  I became excited that I could Lucid Dream and the dream ended."

It was so real… I tried to use MILD when I realised what happened but it was to late :crying: looks like I’ll be trying again tonight :wallhit:

So did you realize you were dreaming? If so, that’s still a great success. We learn from our past experiences, whether they be mistakes or not. It takes practice to get used to calming down when first becoming lucid. You just have to teach yourself to take deep breaths or something after you perform a RC.

Anyways, don’t be angry with a successful lucid dream (because if I understand correctly, this WAS a lucid dream). And even if it wasn’t a LD, tell yourself there’s always tomorrow night. You have your whole life to LD. No point in over-stressing yourself to have as many as possible within a week, especially when you know that as time goes you will get better and better.

Besides, something tells me you will have one tonight…so post back tomorrow with what you do in it :smile:

Well you were right :smile: I got a crappy LD but atleast it was a LD :smile:

I was in NYC at night and flew like Superman :fly:
Then I was about to hit a building so closed my eyes to brace for impact and woke up :ack:

this is just creating a second dj … all the dreams are posted in the dream diary forum too :moogle: