i had a medium length LD this morning which was followed by a FA so i forgot most of it i may have been lucid for more than 3 minutes though i do remember that, i know i said that 3 minutes would be considered long, well 5 minutes would be long but i haven’t gotten to that point yet idk. anyways i completed my personal goal of talking to a DC and asking them what part of my subconcious they are.
i don’t remember how i became lucid, i was in a building with lots of rooms and offices. (a common thing in my dreams, but not in real life) i have been wanting to become lucid there as i see similar places to that often in my dreams and they look interesting, but i dont remember what i did then, half of the LD was forgotten, i only remember going down a hallway and somehow ending up in my own house (i didn’t control this)
it was night, i only remembered two of my goals (only one would count for points because i forgot to submit the other) the goal i forgot to submit i have in my signature, i briefly thought about trying it and i was right near the bathroom where the mirror was i planned to use, but it was too dark and i was afraid of running out of time so i decided to do the other one. the light was on in the kitchen and i heard the clanking of pots and pans so i knew my mom would be in there, and since she would be a DC i decided to ask her. i went into the kitchen and started talking to her, i forgot most of what i asked, but i do know i was lucid. i wasn’t as lucid as i had hoped though, i could have been more lucid but i didn’t think about raising my awareness. she kept disappearing while i talked to her though, and i would turn around and she would be coming out of the laundry room so i went into the laundry room. it was back and forth for a while, she would disappear and i would go to the laundry room and she would be coming back into the kitchen. i remember asking her what part of my subconscious she represented, i forgot what she said though. i only remember one phrase she said which i wont tell because it is kinda personal. there was a lot of negative feelings (no surprise, we don’t get along well lately IRL) i really wish i remembered if she told me what part of my subconcious she was, i think if i figured out what she represents in my dreams, i could figure somethings out in real life.
also right after talking to her, i began to rub my hands in hopes of that keeping me lucid, it only worked a little as i felt myself waking up. i didn’t actually wake up though, i had a FA. im not sure but i think in this false awakening i even posted here about my dream! i dont remember anything else about the dream except i woke up and thought “what a cool LD i just had” and i was STILL dreaming --__–
so i completed this goal, but i am thinking of redoing it. i forgot most of the lucid dream and i wasn’t as lucid as i wished, i would like to redo this and become more lucid, and hopefully not run into anything…negative.
but i will now set a secondary goal if thats ok, i read on another site how weird mirrors in dreams can be, what if i went through one? so my next goal is: go through a mirror.
i forgot about the Task i will try to remember, but remembering two goals is actually a lot. maybe i will try to do a WILD (for the first time) and complete the Task, now that would be awesome. also i remember being lucid for much longer than in the above post but i forgot it all except i vaguely remember the feeling of being lucid, i don’t know what i did though.