So, i had this dream where i was being chased by myself. (I’ll call him Twin). So Twin tells me i can find a Oscar award in the downtown of my modestly sized city he’ll make me lucid. However Twin spawned two more “Clones” to add a competetive edge to the search. Another Clone found the award first, so i punched Twin the face, to make a long story shot we both flipped off of the golf cart i had caught up to him in and onto the ground. He told me that it wasnt my dream and that i was a pathetic waste of a human. HE then gained lucidity and spawned white tuxedoed men with guns to “Take Care of Me” they did and i died as i watched my Twin and the Clones (there were two) have fun lucid dreaming. Thoughts?
You’ve been thinking of lucidity enough that it’s coming up in your dreams (or nightmares in this case). It’s actually a good sign, as it can make spotting dreams easier. You really need to get in the practice of doing constant RC’s so you’ll think to do one in the dream.
As for the dream itself, well, it’s an interesting analogy. Often times we’re the biggest barrier to having LD’s. Unless you have big self esteem problems, I wouldn’t look too much into it. When you do have an LD, you should call back Twin and ask him why he was mean to you. Better yet, just phase him out of existence . He’s a part of your SC that you don’t want around anymore, so settle with him or get rid of him.