my attempts this morning

i tried to go lucid last night… but the zzz’s overcame me. i woke up this morning got ready for work then lied down for a little while, and i think i might have been almost there, but im not sure. i started to feel like i was falling through clouds, head first,or somethin like that, and my head felt weird, like all the blood was rushing to it. i attempted to do other stuff after that, but i wasnt able to do much of anything. the falling i didnt try to do it was just what i felt. and the whole thing was really blurry. it wasn’t very clear at all. And im not sure if i even was dreaming. i think i might have just been thinking, of what i wanted to do. i tried to do reality checks, but couldn’t i just have been thinking about those too? like just imagining them in my head? well i dont think i succeeded. btw i this was like my 3rd attempt, and i was using the WILD method, i think, (the one where u see random images, or thoughts. oh yea i just remembered something, i felt like i was spinning and sorta getting sucked into something, but then it went away and i would just get completely awake after like a couple seconds, and when i would try to do stuff, i would see me from a third person view, which i think is another indication that some of the time i was just imagining stuff not dreaming it.well to all that read this, thanks i know it was long and in weird order i kinda wrote it as i remembered it. im not really into the diary thing.

thanks again.

I have had the exact same feeling before, right when you realize youve started to dream, your just all the sudden awake, and its only been like a minute not even, so i question wether or not i was even asleep