Although I’ve had strong, vivid, and psi dreams for as long as I can remember (over 32 years), lucidity has been difficult to achieve for me, despite trying various methods over time. Occasionally, I get one here or there, although it’s hard to pinpoint any triggers.
BUT!..
In reviewing some early dreams, I realised that as a child, I took lucidity for granted. I never spoke with anyone about dreams until I was about 27, and it didn’t occur to me that lucidity was a thing people try to achieve (let alone experience apart from general dreams). Each night, I would embark on my journey, exploring nearby terrain, interacting with DC’s, and flying a little. Once I started recording dreams (21 years ago), I noted some that were lucid, and I naturally kept myself within the dream by focusing on details.
So now I’m wondering, how did I lose this skill along the way, especially as with time passing, I only became more involved with and serious about my dreams? I wonder if it relates to a changing mindset, or if its a case for soul recovery after experiencing traumatic events over the years. I am open to any thoughts, stories, information, ideas, anything as my frustration is increasing! It’s like wanting to return to a homeland but being unable to