I’m sorry if this in the wrong forum but I couldn’t find an existing thread, there used to be loads, dunno where they are now.
Anyway, when I was first starting out, I, like many, found out about SP and got very scared. However, like most, I needn’t have been. SP is very rare and I didn’t get it at all and I LD’ed 3 times. Since my last time I have stopped trying to LD. Things have happened in my life and I can’t spend as much time doing this, but strangely, since I stopped (about a year ago) I’ve had two weird cases of SP.
One about 4 months back and one just now, which prompted this thread.
The one about 4 months ago I came in and told some people about on the chat, so they may rememember. Basically I was dreaming, and then I was suddenly and vividly aware of being led in my bed. I was bone stiff, couldn’t open my eyes, couldn’t talk and could barely breath. And this is the scary part (and with me having a religious mum, this did scare me for a few minutes): I felt myself getting dragged down, then it got very, very hot. I got dragged through my bed, I still couldn’t move and by this point I could hear horrible noises. Cackles and screams of pain. This still scares me to type this . Anyway, I thought that I had died somehow and was now going, for some reason, to Hell. I kept getting dragged down and it kept getting hot until the restrictions on my movement were released. This was a very sudden movement and because I had been trying to fight my way back to the ‘surface’ of where I was being dragged down through I flung myself bolt upright and I was sweating and heaving like a madman.
That one lasted about 20 seconds in all, along time to think you’re going to hell and there’s nothing you can do about it.
On to the one I had dismorning now: I fell asleep downstairs on the couch last night, by accident. I was fine until around 8:20 when my Dad had to get my nephew to school and they started arguing about something. This woke me up slightly and then I fell back asleep. Somehow I was able to get a dream into the next 20 mins, because I woke up at around that time. The dream was strange enough, but the SP I was about to have was even more so. The really scary thing about this one is that it was completely realistic and happens everyday, a gas leak - boiler explosion, so was therefore very viable, making it seem more real.
Basically what happened is, I was lying there and I slowly came out of my dream, only to find I couldn’t move or anything (the usual) and I could hear this very loud noise, like a jet engine or something. It got louder and louder and suddenly went up very sharply and just exploded. And I mean exploded, this wasn’t some pansy thing, I actually felt myself get flung all over the place, I hit a few things and then landed. I couldn’t open my eyes yet, or move, but I thought that something had exploded in my house and that I was now lying on the floor, the image in my head was that of my house burning down around me. Just like the last SP, I was very, very hot and I could hear the fire, but just like the last one I could also hear screams of pain, but this time I thought they were my mum’s from her room. I actually tried to call out to her ‘it’s going to be okay, someone will have heard, they’ll get help’ and I wanted really badly to go and comfort her, see she’s okay but I couldn’t move at all, I felt completely broken. Than I just woke up, with a sharp jolt. That lasted about 20 seconds.
Very strange SP’s, I think you’ll agree. If you did read that than thanks, but really I just needed to have it typed out somewhere. Now I got a few questions. 0: Does stopping trying to LD (after you have found out about SP) somehow increases the chances of SP happening? 1: Why the burning and screaming theme? Is this common or is it just me? Why don’t I get ‘Old Hag’ like most others? 2: Isn’t scary how real your brains can make things seem? 3: And has anybody else had experiences like this, or atleast weird SP’s?
If this is in the wrong place can a mod move? Thanks.