So close yet so far

Ok, I dont know if this should go under the “was that an LD” forum because im pretty sure it had somthing to do with all the MILD, WILD, and RC I’ve been doing lately.

I’m having more short speratic dreams now, it seems as soon as I close my eyes I’m drop in a scene with characters but im not there, and I wake up from them very easily.

I’m also geting more and more physical stimulation from dreams than I ever have before (that I can remember). I dreamt I was outside of this skelital iron structure that a lot of squirels and birds had posted up in. I was in a bed outside sleeping (I suppose) and although I didnt see it I felt a destinct weight pounce on my nech from above (presumably from the structure), it felt very much like a squirel would if it pounced on me (I suppose) and I immediatly woke up.

That very night in one of the many attempts to fall asleep from awakening I closed my eyes for what felt like just a few minutes, only seeing black and suddenly felt like somone was getting in my bed with both hands on either side of my head and knees on either side of my hip. I didnt open my eyes realizing that I didnt hear the door open and no one could be in the room. I tried as best as I could to imagine somthing but couldnt grasp an image and I was still a little freaked out so I looked, and of course nothing was there.

I’m writting all of this in my DJ along with three page descriptions of dreams I can fairly well recall. In one I distinctly remember telling a DC about how I stayed up (that night in real life) till three so I would be nice and tired to try an LD.

also I have bouts of light headedness and at times numbness and was wondering if you could sense REM while trying to LD.

I’m sorry about any misspellings or the length of this post and I know this could all be in my head but im extremely excited and feel like I’m only a couple weeks away from somthing actually happening for me. If anyone could give me some advice on how I can pull all of the peices together it would be much apreciated.