I think I may have had another somewhat accidental LD last night. I wish I could remember it all clearly but I can’t. I just recall that I had been having a rather long dream, and I was outside, and after having had the dream for a while I just randomly realized I was dreaming. As always, the dreamscape began to fade (it was more dramatic than usual this time… the scenery outside was beautiful, and I could watch it fading to black; it was actually really cool) but I quickly remembered to look at my hands and rub them together.
This brought it back into focus for a few seconds, but then it started to fade again, so I think I was just going to scream or yell, and I remembered that you’re supposed to yell something like “Increase Lucidty!”, so I yelled “Lucidity times 1000!” and it was strangely quiet, and hard to get out, and didn’t really sound like me. It did indeed make the scenery come back, even brighter than before I believe, but then it quickly faded and I woke … into what I think may have been an FA. It really sucks that I can’t remember.
I remember either waking or dreaming of waking and being excited about having an LD and thinking I should write it down right away… but then it’s like I got distracted or something and didn’t end up doing it… So when I woke up in the morning, I couldn’t remember for sure if I had awoken in the night and just fallen right back asleep, or if I had an FA. I wish I could remember.
I’m also not sure, now, if I was really lucid or if it was an FLD. It seems like I could’ve just been dreaming about doing those techniques and about the scenery fading. The idea that I may have had an FA leads me to believe this further … like the FA was just a continuation of my FLD or ND.