was i close to becomming lucid??

Quest for Lucidity
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ok
this is how it goes…
i was in bed trying my wild technique as usualy and i had my phone next to me on my bed… in a period of 10 minutes from when i entered my bed i got 4 mesages on my phone so i coulnt disgard it. I kept my body still and replied to my message. After the 2nd message i legs felt really heavy. And after the last message(the 4th) i couldnt feel my legs at all. I tried moving my big toe to see if i wasnt just making it up but i couldnt. Well… i did slightly, it was like i had i bad case of arthritis. I probably moved it a millimetre and it felt liked it cracked, lol
it was like changing gears on you car without having the clutch fulling in. It can be done, but it makes a bad noise and it hard to put to gear in place. It was that kind of feeling

Anyway i decided to stop replying to the message on my phone and make the best of this moment…
I kept my mind concious and let the rest of my body fall asleep. It was such a good feeling. It was like sinking. other feelings happend throughout my body aswell but i cant explain it in …
I was thinking at this time… wow, mabey i might be able to get lucid this time
then i thought, stop thinking about this you idiot, think about something else and just let it all happen, otherwise you wont get nothing

i then started to hearing ringing in the ears and again i thought… wow, they were right about hearing things… then i said to myself again “Shutup you idiot :smile:”

Then my eye started to go crazy. It was like twitching and stuff, i cant quite explain it.
I didnt get many HI but i got some vauge shapes comming up
i tried thinking of my spirit just slipping out of my body and entering an LD…
i wasnt quite sure what to do at this point
oh and by the way… my body didnt feel like my own anymore, it felt like i was dead and it wasnt my body…

i had not idea what to do a this point so i thought well i will do what everyone says and just let it go…
my body was allready asleep and my mind was still concious so i thought why not just go to sleep normaly now…
i did that and nothing exciting happend

What was a surpose to do?
i thought about opening my eyes but then i thought that might be my real body and it will wake me up…

:help:

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i just read this site, which was posted on another thread
saltcube.com/out-of-body/cha … =paralysis
i will try this tonight if i fall in to paralysis again. I want to go to sleep again now and try it!

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Ive had heaps of almost exactly the same or similar experiences. Usually one of three general things happen if it’s an unsucessful attempt.

  1. Fall asleep :tongue:
  2. Concentrate too much, not relaxing therefore not being in a state of mind to Obe or AP.
  3. Get some sort of annoying thought or physical discomfort and give up.

It sounds like you entered a mild/medium trance, im not sure as i can only tell by what you have said. From this trance it seems as if you have focused more on leaving your body than on an LD. This intention coupled with the tingling, sound ect seems like your Astral form was loosening and beginning to expand.

Just one of many possibilities, good luck

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