At first I am sorry for my small English. Sometimes ago I known about phenomenon of lucid dreams. It was found interesting for me. I began to find and to study some materials about this thing and thechnics. I learned difference thechnics and try to use its, but one of them encourage me to the unusual think. When I ask myself : “Are you dreaming now?” in my kind of awake state I can`t clear answer, in other words I understand that can be awaked, but my brain decline this fact, I have some doubts about reality. Are anybody have thinks, what does it sense?
Thank you!
hey there, welcome to the world of lucid dreaming.
I think you are saying that you find the question “am i dreaming” a strange question to be asking? i a not surprised it was to me when i first started.
Do you mean that you understand that you are awake now, but you are finding it hard to prove it?
Do you mean that you understand that you are awake now, but you are finding it hard to prove it?
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Yes, you are undestood my pseudoEnglish phrases so clear (I understand English, but I have difficalts in the writing 
) About question, maybe you have thinks about my issue 
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ok got ya 
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Yes i understand you clearly 
and i know what you mean as well. It can be hard sometimes. What reality Checks do you do?
I know that sometimes i spend a long time trying to figure out if i am dreaming or not, even when i know i am awake somthing still bugs me that i aint some people think that is crazy
What reality checks… I try to check up moments when I feel unusual states or see unusual conditions.
Ok, I see, but it is words, what is the resume? Or it could not being for this thing… At first time I feared that I am crazy, at last I feared that my brain really always sleep, and I cant make good use. Maybe it is true? Whats a pitty!
maybe we are all alseep and death is the true wake up
Good work on teh reality Checks. keep them up and it will pay off. Good luck.
I hope i did answer your question, if not just bug me more
Привет!!
Я тоже ис Росии! теперь жыву в Австралии…
[translation for non-russian speakers]
Hello!!
I’m also from Russia! Now living in Australia…
Personaly I don’t have the problem you do, when I’m asleep I know I’m asleep sometimes I don’t even need to do a RC…its hard to explain just what reality is, its different for everyone, but if you can read this and the words don’t start talking asobletu nosneec your probably non dreaming 
mystery
wow u wrote all of that in 2 lines wow, i like it. Ri maybe you could ask ur question in russion and mystery00 could transalte it, if that would make things eaiser and well that is if you both agree
I’ll try translating anything you want, but I came to Australia when I was 8 (I’m now 15) so my Russian isn’t up-to-date if you know what I mean, so some words that are more of a “grown up language” I don’t know.
still my english is pretty much perfect, so I can always help out
mystery
lol TY well we will wait till we get a responce. I know my english isnt very good and it is my native
I think so, but I become sad with the idea. It is easy wrongly and a pity if I look in accordance with my emotions. If I call to my logic, I can not believe that the situation is absolutly hopeless. I suppose that LD is the measure to wake up in this life. What do you think?
I`m sorry for my English another 
Next message will be with mystery, if he will agree 
Oh, can I dispose our dialog on my site?
Привет!!! Надо же, как оно бывает!
Согласна с тобой, раз спрашиваю, просто значит не сплю, 
и не стоит озадачиваться. Но тянет поговорить, может быть это просто рефлексия, сонного состояния Ясно, что говорю себе, что не сплю, потому что научили так воспринимать окружающее, думать о нем, но мозг то неуверен в этом, это пугает. Чем же тогда является состояние бодрствование, вопрос риторический?
I know how what you mean. Have that same feeling.
Although I can translate what you say quite well, doesn’t mean you should stop writing in english, how els will you become better at it??
anyway, I didn’t quite understand whether you wanted me to translate that or not, I’ll do it anyway.
Ri wrote:
Hello, intresting how it happens!
I agree with you, since I’m asking, just means I’m not sleeping, and shouldn’t worry about it. But still want to talk, maybe its a reflexion in the dream state, I understand, that I say to myself, that I’m not sleeping, because I was tought to take in my surrounding so, thinking about them, but the brain isn’t sure about this, this is scary. What, then is the consious state?? rhetorical question.
mystery
The essential difference is that in a wakeful state, your senses (sight, sound, touch, etc.) receives information from the outside world. The outside world is stable and is experienced in common by all people.
In sleep, your senses receive information from your brain itself. The world created by your brain is unstable, constantly changing (this makes it difficult to read in a dream). Only you can experience it, and each person in the world has his or her own version of it.