yesterday i where i my summerhouse and when i where laying in my bed i thinked that i can try to WILD without WBTB ( i know it’s exremly hard) i suddenly see thing from the day, i saw the raft we where building that day, but just as i realized it it went away, i acourd many times
i felt relly heavy, but not paralyzed. i opend my eyes for a short moment and then closed them agaien, now after a few second maybe 15 i stared to see colored objects coming to me, but they stoped after a while. thats it.
i have to add that my mind wasent really relaxed i was thinking about many things.
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