Well, I’m ill at the moment. So i’m not at school, so this morning, I decided to try my own little technique, which is practically the same as WILD.
I relaxed slightly, till I was comfy. I then layed back, and looked through my minds eye. It was pretty blank, just a black veil (I’m not giving it any orders to change) Then, suddenly i see an image for about 0.01 seconds, I go ‘Wow what was that?’ This starts to happen alot more, like more images. I then fell into a sort of a trance where I lose conciousness. It’s only till I say ‘Hold on, Where did that come from?’ That I think ‘Where am I?’ And i come out of it, I regain sensor input to my legs, my hearing. It’s as though my conciousness was in my minds eye. It then realised it was there, and it flew back to my phsyical self.
Anyway, after a while, I got into a trance for about 30 seconds. Eventually a moving scene formed, I was in a bowling alley, It seemed to steady here (At this point i’m not aware, I’m in a dreamy state, stupid things happen and you don’t realise). The vividness seemed ok, but it’s probs because of my recall, I don’t remember colour or anything very well. Well, To cut a long story short a few times during the story i realised i was still in trance and i would wake up slightly, I could easily slip back into it, since it was still present in my minds eye.
Now, I don’t fully believe this was a dream, Just a visualsation in a trance. But during the dream adventure, I was shot twice and stabbed, I felt pain (well it was more of a tingley sensation) I also had other senses like pity and fear.
When the story ended ( I was in hospital) I was looking in a 3rd person perspective looking down at my body on the bed in the hospital. I thought, ‘Well the story has ended’ I then just slipped out of trance.
My body went back to normal i could feel my sense’s again, my sense of existant came back. But to be honest, i don’t even think i was Paralyzed (I must of been otherwise I would off acted out the entier sharade) but i don’t remember getting into SP, like most people do here.
Well, i dunno if anyone can relate to this. Or if anyone can give me a few tips on gaining lucidity. I was thinking that I could try and simulate a scene where i have to read text or look at my hands, from that I could get lucid (and not wake up Hopfully). Or, When i first go into the trance, i could keep a slight conciousness by couting(what you do in WILD) But it’s so hard, when i think of somthing like counting, I get distracted and i’m fully gone into the trance.
The main problem is that when i realise im dreaming in the dream, it’s too much of a conciousness burst and it always wakes me up. RC’s have worked for me in the past, I don’t have to think much about the outside world, I know that RC’s are related to doing anything you want too.
This was perhaps one of the greatest experiences ever, Just lying down, thinking of something, then a story happens (This one was action packed) I finish the story and i’m home in time for brekfast (Lasted half an hour). Now gaining lucidity with it is just a little bit away.
On a side note, the story included me facing Britney Spears and her Bodyguard, I met her in the bowling alley, Played a game of Snooker (which had checker counters). I felt sorry for her because she lost her children (the news) She then got sucpiscous of me, I Broke into a house and i found a Violin case, but it’s like the ones which have tommy Guns in (You know ) but instead, in this one was a Pistol with an aditional one bullit o_0 also with it was a knife in a plastic see through bag, i ripped it open and I grabbed the knife init’s black leather case. I put each weapon in each of my pockets. I then went to ASDA
. I then woke up for a second, just realising where I was. I quickly jumped back into the scenario.
I walked into ASDA and there they were. I took the first move, i went and pulled out my knife from my left, It made an amazing sound like they do in samurai movies when you pull out a sword, that ‘Chiiing’ sound. I stabbed britney in the chest. She fell to the floor, before I could react, her bodyguard got his knife and stabbed me in the arm. It didn’t hurt much, He then pulled his pistol out, I also got mine out. He shot, hit me in the leg, another shot got me in the chest. Hurt slightly, (I remember reading that gun bullits take time to register with your senses) I then shot him twice in the heart. He died. I then fell to one side against a toy section, I was in pain.
Sorry for long post.