From as long as I can remember I’ve had sleep paralysis. Every once in a while I have lucid dreams.
Now the newest thing thats happened… I’m not sure what it is.
I woke up once to find myself in sleep paralysis, but this time I tried my HARDEST to move, just to see if i could. Now the weird part is I finally was able to, but it felt like everything weighed a ton. I then started waving my hand in front of my eyes, but I didn’t see them. I FELT that they were directly in front of my eyes, but I just couldn’t see them. Then I got enough strength to sit up on the side of my bed… the thing was that once again, I FELT myself sitting up, I felt the bed, I felt the ground, but my vision did not change at all, I was still seeing what I originally saw when I first woke up. Then I tried standing but I just couldn’t there was too much pressure on me. Since my vision was static, I decided to check my surroundings with my arms. So I stuck one outward but was stopped by some weird feeling wall. It felt like a wall of guts… or organs. Something like that. There were also lots of random loud noises during this experience. Anyway, afterwards, I swung my arm around me to feel my circumference, but when my arm reach behind me, I felt someone grabbing my arm suddenly, and very intensely too. At this point, or perhaps earlier, I closed my eyes. I then felt the person swing my arm back, resulting in me spinning around. Now this is when I kind of don’t know what happened, because I ended up opening my eyes and I snapped out of the paralysis… but I can’t remember what happened to my ‘spirit’ after it was spun.
I believe what happened to me was either:
I dreamed that I had sleep paralysis, since it happens so often, it wouldn’t surprise me if I started dreaming of that state.
Or I DID have sleep paralysis, but it was mixed in with a dream. But if I was in my dream, then why would I feel my bed exactly where I would have expected in real life?
I don’t really believe it was an OBE, but I’ve read somewhere that a way to get an OBE is to move your spirit while in sleep paralysis, which is exactly what I had done. Though at the same time, I’m a bit skeptical on the whole OBE thing. I believe that it’s just a world VERY similar to our world that has been created in our mind. Like a lucid dream… except we believe that we’re dreaming in the real world.
Anyway… anyone want to shed some light of what happened to me? Could I possibly achieve an OBE if I attempt the same thing next time I have sleep paralysis?