This looks to me like WILD attempt, and part where you “failed” is that you tried to do something, rather than just letting it happen. During the day you need to put effort in RCs and questioning the state of your mind and surroundings, but when it comes to getting to sleep you should not make any effort, just let it all go with silent intention to reach LD. If you are interested in WILD you should look at WILD FAQ (link in my sig) and also I would suggest that you try some other techniques. This article/tutorial has excellent method to find your most successive technique. And in Knowledgebase there are tutorials on allmost all techniques. Try taking a look there, it has A LOT of info.