What you guys probably don’t realize is that within everyone of us there are hidden things that we can’t deal with. Thats the reason why our Subconscious hides them. Your biggest fear would be worse than anything you ever experienced, worse than the fear of death, and worse than sth that makes you crap your pants.
You don’t just experience your biggest fear and then go on like nothing happened. You’d be changed forever. Your biggest fear isn’t some horror-flick chick that moves funny. When you asked for it, your subconscious just gave you a little scare to tell you: Don’t go there. You’re not ready yet. It’s bad for you!
Wow, I think I’m going to ask for my biggest fear in my next lucid.
One of my biggest fears is drowning/being suffocated (I was so afraid of water when I was 4-5 years old, that I didn’t even dare go near it. I was also scared that people close to me would drown. When people swam out, I would yell and tell them to come back. I got over it when I turned 6, but I still don’t like water).
The only thing worse I can think of, is watching people close to me die in front of me without being able to help them … That’d be an absolute nightmare.
… Maybe it wouldn’t be such a wise idea after all …
heres some calming words-
Matt Bellamy from the band Muse said this:
“If I had a choice of a way to go it would be drowning. I’ve heard it’s quite relaxing. Apparently there are a few seconds of panic when your lungs fill with water but once it’s in there you just chill out. You can sit on the bottom and go ‘Hey this is cool’ and gradually fall asleep. It sounds like a calm way to go - just floating around, it sounds a little bit trippy. Who told me drowning was calming? Er, my mum did for some reason.”
my fears is the reason i decided i should try to become lucid i have lots of fears and nightmares when i was little it was worse i used to hvae nightmares about everything, mary poppins murdering people, going down slides and ending up in a witchs place, false awakening then getting eaten by mufasa in a cloud i want nothing more than to face my fears