Hey all. I’m Yooka. In the last four years, I’ve had a very topsy turvy sleep schedule, sometimes due to work, sometimes to travel, sometimes to being a night owl that just can’t get to sleep until I’m both satisfied with how much fun I’ve had… and exhausted (I understand if that sounds a bit naughty… sometimes it was. Most of the times, it was just video games though ).
Anyway, pursuing LD was never something I really felt strongly about, and that’s only because the way my sub-concious had developed, I’ve never really needed a true LD experience. This is because I’ve always had incredible control of my dreams. I haven’t had a nightmare since I was 12. I am more than double that age now. At some point, I decided to identify personally with some of the things that go bump in the night, and see them as “not so scary”. And it’s worked since then. Whenever my sub-conscious wants to throw me a curveball, I quickly realize its a dream, and can evade, or wake up pretty much at will.
Still, at this point in my life, to both get in a routine for waking up early on time, and to quit some of my bad habits, LD holds major promise for me. Specifically the vividness of a lucid dream. I have pretty much full control of my dreams, but it is very bland and faded. It never feels remotely real. Detail, boldness, clarity and realistic sense of time-flow are all greatly diminished.
Maybe once or twice a year, I have a dream that really dazzles me… makes me feel like I’m inside Avatar 3d, or something. Doesn’t matter if it’s a realistic situation I might experience in real life, or even the most far fetched “Ok, this s*** HAS to be a dream… or I started taking shrooms and didn’t realize it” sort of abstract surrealness… either way, it’s vibrant as all heck. THAT is what I need some help with. (the bold is for those who skimmed, which I totally forgive, considering how I can ramble).
So much I read is about improving control in LDs. Haven’t found any techniques for improving vibrance, and boldness of experience. Anyone got any advice for that? I THINK changing my sleep schedule would help… but with my work situation, that can be precarious. Still, if you have specifics that have worked for you, I’d love to hear it. Thanks.