Have been in more fights than anyone on my grade I think.
I have found myself.
Beating
Biting
Bleeding
Running
Crying
Jumping away from a knife
Getting hit hard by a chair
Falling to ground
Getting back up
And striking back.
Anyway , I have never really “finished off” someone .
I have been lucky and stood with some of my most hated people eblow my knee, and not done “it”.
I belivethat deep down in meI have this barrier against violence .
I may fight `em back , I may play , I may so angry that all called brains are gone , but I ahve never done anything really bad.
In the last years I have controlled my anger too.
I ahyvent got any dangerous wounds from fights , though I was teased and bullied my way trough school in 7 years.
In My Opinion are a war nothing good.
But a war with Nukes Is worse !
If they strike each other with ag3`s and TNT then I almost see it as “okay” compared.
There were a time when war were honor .
That got changed when the knights were drawn back by bows breaking trough theire armor .
The knights seldon killed each other , had honor kodexes , and always too prisoners instead of killing , but when the odinary men became the armys biggest part that werent good anymore .
I eman , what may be a good reason for trowing a nuke ?
With people duying
People rotting up from inside
People gets their sking burned off.
The are deestroyed for 1000s of eyars
I mean , war dont resolv anything .
And the honor want away in the 1400s