As most of the things that seem extraordinary to people, it’s just way too simple for them to understand.
It’s not about ’ fully committing to decide ’ .
It’s just deciding. The reason you’re getting confused is because something inside of you tells you that there is something hard about lucid dreaming. That you just have to put SOME efforts. That it can’t be just a natural decision. And this is the biggest obstacle in your way.
Your mind is SO POWERFUL. SO SO POWERFUL… If I could only show it to you.
But it works in a certain way…
Everything is a choice, and all choices are composed of information/data.
If you’re reading this right now, you’re making a choice to read it, you’re thinking about reading it, then physically reading it. If you want to stand up and go out of the room, you first have to see it in your mind. Then , your brain sends complex electrical signals to make your nervous system create the necessary movements.
But, why is it that if someone wants to lucid dream, he’s automatically thinking about WANTING to lucid dream, or FAILING to lucid dream.
Imagine you were trying to walk out of your room, but all you could think of was breaking your leg on your way, the door not opening, and you not walking. You couldn’t walk!! What you see is what you create. Everything you do is a result of visualizing it first. When you walk down the street, you internally visualize every step you take before you take it. It can’t happen any other way…
Emotions are especially powerful because they are softwares that keep some visualization going on inside your mind on and on and on… without your conscious attention… so, if someone feels he can’t lucid dream, or that he WANTS to lucid dream. He starts internally visualizing that day in day out… At this point, it requires TREMENDOUS conscious energy to override the ‘softwares’ in your mind to create a lucid dream. That is why LETTING GO is The Most Important Thing. If you really had no strings attached to it, a conscious decision, no efforts, no concentration, would be more than enough. Just like you decide to stand up and walk out of the room.
With regards to your question, my sleep is always changing and so I can’t really tell you ‘how it is’.
I’ve had times when I woke up realizing that I was asleep but aware, very strange thing indeed, you could call it a transcendental state if you’re familiar.
Other times, I just go to sleep normally. I usually don’t mess with my dreams, I let whatever comes my way, come. When I feel like having a lucid dream, I just have one…
If I wanted to, I could just rewire myself to be lucid in every dream. It’s really not a problem. But dreams have their jobs in place too…
Reality is much more flexible than you think.
When you start using Theta/Delta brainwaves in your everyday life. Everything starts to change…
For example, about 6 hours ago, I just lied down, and started seeing all sorts of things, being in all sorts of places, consciously and subconsciously , it’s really hard to explain, I’ve been there, but I was passive in that environment while still engaging in some unrelated thought processes.
Another example, yesterday I woke up and went to the fridge to open a bottle of San Pellegrino when I remembered that I was (while I was being ‘asleep’) at the kitchen and saw a friend of mine taking the bottle… In case you’re wondering, I didn’t open the fridge, but the bottle was not there (obviously) . Those things happen.
You’re really just consciousness in a virtual reality. Reality is so fluid…
You’re not limited by space. (nor time - although when seeing/going to the future, we’re talking about probable future)
Dreams often have ‘real’ elements to them but people are just so drugged they can barely even see anything anymore.
However, having said all that, I could never convince you of anything, you may believe me consciously but deep down you’ll still think something else. And that’s simply because the mind can accept anything it’s being told. And go see the ‘problems’ and ‘difficulties’ children are exposed to… The mind just assumes this is the way things are. Not to mention the fact that most people are walking on the planet dehydrated, without sufficient energy (ELECTRICAL energy, not calories), without enough oxygen and also completely drugged from sugar and all sorts of chemicals, hormones, and other drugs that basically goes into every type of food out there. And most importantly, the fact that people do not meditate (shut their minds down) is like trying to run a computer (live) while it’s already stuck on overdrive and can’t even open or close any software. Is it a wonder people get so stuck ? …
Humans are not rational or logical. They’d like to believe they are but they’re really not. They can ‘rationalize’ what they’re doing but they’re driven by pure emotional energy. Rational is present in humans in very scarce quantities. In reality, most humans are just as a bit less automatic then monkeys.
That’s why I urge you to go ahead and experiment. Experience is the only thing that will unlock your mind to the possibilities.
MEDITATE.
Use brainwave entrainment, especially Theta. Let go of things daily… etc… And you’ll start opening up to whole new avenues of life.
Honestly, I can’t , through writing, show you what I’m talking about. Text, words, even art has its limits. Only experience will really make you see.
I just got a software to design brainwave entrainment tracks . Now, I’ll get a windows so I can operate it and I’ll start uploading tracks to the net.
I’m also in the process of working on some big projects over the internet, if you’re interested in all of this, PM me.