What should I do?

Anyone could do this! It requires maybe just 15 minutes a day and a little devotion!

As Renegade stated reality checking is important for getting DILDs, also give Lucid Living a try. (Even though this is very hard to do).

But really, for getting DILDs (and LD in general) you need motivation, so make sure you don’t lose your initial motivation. It is the key element to sucesfully getting LDs.