Mr. Happy, thanks for the encouragement but up untill now, I still haven’t been successful. I started jotting down my dreams though and I think somehow it’s helping. But I haven’t given up yet and I’ll give it another try. Oh yeah, the meditation part, isn’t it time consuming? I actually never did any meditations . I just lay in bed, close my eyes and start to visualize, but nada. Guess I’ll try that too.
Oh so does that means that images don’t acutally appear on the eyelids but rather appears somewhere which is in this case the mind? I know it’s absurd thinking those images appear on the eyelids, the inside I mean, because if that’s the case then somehow it could be possible for others to see what your dreaming. But unlike Toy Master, I tend to focus on my eyelids which makes me think that the swirly bits that I see are the cells of my eyelids or something similar. I don’t know but somehow it seems to focus on its own especially when my eyes starts swaying, or starts going through REM(I think) and once again halts from movement bringing me back to reality. Is this normal or am I not relaxed enough? Also I find it hard not to focus on my body. It just shifts from my thoughts to my body, back and forth.
Sorry for my uhm annoying questions but I really want to feel the sensation of being aware in a dream that I am dreaming.