Am I really a Seer? like help me please

Beyond Dreaming
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Guys i dont know what to say as i’ve just spent hours explaining whats going on with me to my Greek Pagan friend here in Scotland.

There’s too much going on i need someone with experience here to ask me the right questions. I have the answers to whatever it is apparently…

I’m just finding out all the things that have been happening to me over the years are actually not a mental health issue its more than that. I’ve have LD yes but thats not the point i’m after… i keep finding too many things all joining together

Like i’ve had issues with mental health for years, hid away with alcohol… anyway I’ve recently started listening to Juice WRLD… im a metal head so that says a lot. But he reminded me of me… then i find out his new album comes out on my birthday 9th Dec. He died 8th Dec. i know thats nothing but right now my brains going everywhere after explaining this all to my Pagan buddy… he told me to just relax but i need more advice than that from our community.

I have had premonitions since i was a young child. Like i have a dream… dont even take it in really then BOOM! Im sittin 4 years later and go… i remember this EXACT image and whats just been said … its not deja vu its a lot more vivid than that.

I journal a lot i have a Penzu account where i just write my dreams down and they are gettin more Lucid recently. and from my own personal experience when this happens something drastic happens in my life. last time i went to prison for trying to set myself on fire once day when i drank a bottle of vodka in a homeless unit alone … scared.

But now i dont know what it is… im afraid it may be … bad

Ive been told im entering the 5th dimension… silly things like seein 11:11 or 00:00 or 22:22 … that one and the dreams spurring back up aswell as this Tinitus ringing in my ear has got SO intense over the last month to the point its drowning out when people knock on my door… all i hear every second of everyday is the high pitch frequency.

please if anyone can like ask me questions or tell me something i need something… if im entering the 5th dimension that means im gonna die. I have 2 beautiful kids i aint seen in 5 years i dont want to just up n die on them i wanna have time to control my ‘skills’ or whatever you want to call it…

Chris x

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Hello Christopher.

I am only remotely familiar with tinnatus, but given your description, it sounds like it might benefit you to seek out a physician to address it. Having severe discomfort or interference makes complicated scenarios much more difficult than they should be.

What is really important to understand is that we see, hear, and experience billions of things every single day, but only choose to consciously recognize, remember, and experience a miniscule fraction of that. Our brains are always taking in information, and when we are distracted, strained, or under severe discomfort, the priority of recognition can become skewed, as the brain falsely prioritizes unimportant or irrelevant things, or even grasping at the wrong things as a result of that interference. It can become even worse when the brain is under physical duress…

Someone may look at a clock 30 times a day, every day, but if the clock reads 4:18, then we forget about it as it’s not significant in any way, but that occasional moment when we see that 1:11, it can stand out because we either know, or are telling ourselves that it means something, and the more weight we put into that meaning, the more we will notice when we look at the clock at that time.
Interestingly, one might say “you have just as much a chance to look at the clock at 4:18 as you do at 1:11”, but this actually isn’t true. Our brains are extremely powerful mechanisms, and it keeps track of a lot of things, including time, and if you end up stressing yourself or emphasizing certain times, you may subconsciously recognize it’s that time again and look at the clock at 1:11, but ultimately seeming to see these numbers more is a result of recognition rather than a reality. If you are convinced you see 1:11 a lot, then everytime you look at the clock, it will confirm that fact to you, wilst all the other 29 times you’ve looked at the clock are completely dismissed and not taken into account.

For your image and what was said, you should consider that throughout life, the amount of words and sentences that you hear and read will inevitably overlap and be replayed, and often times we can infact see and hear something in life that we recall happened in a dream years and years ago, but this unfortunately is one of two things: Either coincidence (which is inevitable), or simply what i’d call a “frankensteined memory”.

A very significant and important part of our brain, is that it “fills in the gaps”. If you’ve ever encountered “glitches” or “double takes” or things that seemed to “change” from what they were before. This is because your brain met with interference at the time of informational intake, and when it received new information much later that seemed to fit the missing puzzle piece, it snaps it into place and tells you that’s what it was, and when that happens, unless other information is provided that better fits that missing puzzle piece, you will never know and will forever be convinced that that is what it was.

All in all, what is most important is for you to find a way to make yourself more comfortable. Address your Tinnatus difficulty as much as you can, and do not strain or worry yourself over possibilities as that can often just make it worse.
Find a way to ground yourself and relax. Engage yourself in a hobby or activity to help seperate you from the stress and keep your mind engaged in something tangible.

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Another skeptic, sigh. I’m an 11-11 er, and it goes way beyond seeing repeat numbers on clocks. I also have tinnitus, ironically. I would consider myself a Christian mystic.