Wow, I thought of something last night. Thought that ahh, don’t need an alarm clock for WBTB, I usually wake up after 4-5 hours anyway…
So I woke up 4-5 hours later, and I was like ahh, I bet it’s all bullshit that you have to stay awake… And tried to MILD without getting out of bed or even opening my eyes. Then I kind of understood, it was haaaaaard to think of one thought, it was like my mind was telling me what to think, but I was like fighting with my brain struggling to think MILD…
So after laying still in like 10-20 minutes… I was like ahh my god, just fall a sleep and DILD stupid body. But everything was weird, it was not like other nights, when my mind would just be really empty and dark, I started seeing images and there was a time when I actually felt I was in my bed, but I also felt my body somewhere else, I didnt move, my eyes did it for me, cause if I moved I would move my real body. I never thought that this is WILD unintentionally. Suddenly I felt like I got stoned or something, it was goooood, then it felt like my ‘spirit’ left my real body and was in process to filling the dream body. I was there, but everything was unclear, and I still felt goooood like I was high or something, but it was a straange feeling. Then I felt like the spirit was going out again before it was fully in my body, realising this is a feeling of going back to real life. So I started rubbing my hands and spinning, but my power wasn’t strong enough, I started floating and my handrubbing slow motioned… it was odddd!!! but much cooler then DILD’ing… Then I woke up, trying in a whole hour to WILD intentionally that time. But it was like I was on the edge all the time, but just couldn’t see any images like last time.
How cool is that?? WILD unintentionally, but I didn’t manage to do it all the way through though, and I everytime I started feeling good again, I started focusing, and I think that triggered the not gonna fall a sleep again thing.