Writing is a pretty powerful thing, my friends leaving it be to see the other side I would pose to Kava do you want to see strange things, or beautiful things ? Do you like these experiences ? To get into what is, following synchronicity, many people do not care to follow it, and that is fine. Some get so into it, that they expect it, and then it gets stronger and stronger, fully validating their expectations with time.
This is just like if you expect that you are not attractive to girls, so you in time see this come true. The difference is we think we are somehow powerless to overcome and change this, when in fact we can work with the thoughts and change them right now by telling them to leave and stop lying.
This is the most useful psychology.
Leave it alone and leaving it alone.
I wonder, who are the lucky people that see angels? I Know a girl who can call upon them, and she is for real, legitimate.
A man once talked about meeting with Jesus in his meditations, and someone said to him “you’re hallucinating” and he said “yes and i’m having one hell of a time!” 
society gives us a map of how to live and what to experience
and the map is basically just “sit around and entertain yourself through the media and go to school and work” but we can MAP anything we want, including contact with angels, or devils, or whatever we expect to find
“Knowledge is for cutting.” The western psychology institution is discriminatory and ignorant in nature. Go to another culture and someone with spiritual sight is considered a holy man, not someone to be locked up and medicated.
btw darkness and pessimism is a form of retardation, why not be happy?
If you want to go to hell, you can. It’s your right. You won’t like it and you’ll have to leave it eventually. Easy or hard is up to you. But yeah you can channel the demons and let them in, let them speak through you, do their will.
And you’ll be a walking black doll painting gothicism all over itself. Yeah, cool, can you dig it ? 
being sad is not the way we get what we want, it might seem so but its just walking off a cliff with blind eyes
pain ? pain doesn’t exist right now, if it does you are in some way harboring them in your soul and you should tell them to get lost and they will.
maybe you might have like a headache or something but emotoinal pain DOES NOT EXIST RIGHT NOW it can’t, nothing exists right now
right now is dream, nightmare? Yeah if you want it. Good dream? Yeah if you want it. Boring dream? Yeah if you want it. Get lucid already, Jeez- Us! It’s easy to do, just start thinking the way you want your dream to be, and right now, it becomes.
so people like Kava have lots of thoughts that allow them to see amazing and strange things, and other people have lots of thoughts that make them think such things are stupid and impossible, but whatever the thoughts you have, they allow you to get what you think of
if you expect to see strange floating things yeah you will, and Kava does because I know him from being here a few years, and I kind of expect that too, so its what we get
because THIS IS DREAM pretty cool yeah?
Mr Sad Mopey Dopey Head expects to find black twigs everywhere to add to his anthem of Woe and he does find them, and if they aren’t black he paints them that way covering up the better colors
his trip he can dream in black if he wants
get it? this is a dream? good.