Astral Projection: Gone too far... Way far...

Beyond Dreaming
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I havn’t been practicing LD’ing or been on these forums for a couple months. I’ve been experimenting with achieving Astral Projection. I can’t claim this experience, but as far I know this must be Astral Projection after intensely researching.

After days of meditation and one LD, one night before bed I laid down and fainted my eyes (by 1/3 closing them). I focused on conscious mind. This time I was using brainwave frequencies. An hour into the frequencies I noticed changes. My legs started shaking and trembling, and soon my whole body. I felt like I had amnesia. I forgot everything of who I was or my name or who I was dating. My heart was began shaking. I decided not to panic or be stressed and just allow it to happen this time. In the past attempting Astral has been scary, because my mind seems to seperate from my body, or even my spirit seperating… As this was taking place my computer crashed with a virus. (My computer broke down for good.) Now for my Astral Experience:

I was floating up in the air (like OOBE) and saw my body resting there. I soon flew up out of my house up these spiral clouds going faster than light or sound. I knew what was happening and I was filled with spirit. I went off in space, or something like that and saw these wierd strange planets connected. There was this cyber (new technology) dome thing floated above my head. I looked around at the faintly red suns. There was a blue-green mist (like Dark Matter) floating around. I looked around and stars of wierd shapes I’ve never seen before and this seperation of two dimensions above my head. I was then dropped into this hole, like a black hole.

It sent me onto this wierd moonplanet. Everything was dark blue about this planet. It was nighttime or something. Take earth (you know its all green) and imagine it all dark blue. I was was dropped in the dark dark navy blue water that came up to my waistline. In front of me was something swimming about. I was curious and followed it. There was a light beyond these wierd snake-like trees with these huge navy leaves. I came up and pushed them out of the way. I saw the brightests light I could see of white dust falling from the sky (which was space). They landed on this robotic-like-angels. They all danced or marched in a way for this white dust. They didn’t see me. It was the most unusual thing I’ve ever seen! OMG. They were so bright, they had like this holy type of presence from them.

I soon heard a fire-alarm-siren and my mom was calling my name as I was in this state of mind. I wook up from a reality dream, but didn’t really wake up. My computer was smoking and the fire alarm went off in the house. When I wook up I was sweating from head to toe with my heart about to have a heart attack. I just returned from a trip of something so undiscovered. My girlfriend will never believe me.

Ever since I’ve had these strange dreams of me dying in different motions and having to solve a mystery for my life (dream diary has 1 of them). I’ve also been seeing some visual hallucinations time to time since then; it’s been a week. My whole life feels fixed, but my mind is out of order. My eyes constantly burn.

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Nifty. I’m still trying to acheive AP. I don’t dedicate the effort necessary because of college.

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The only thing one can do is trust themselves.

Do you follow any particular religion?

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How is one to really have a successful AP, I’ve read about it, but I never knew exactly how to experience this. :sad:

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From the way your body was reaciting, I think it was just a halucination, maybe the brainwave preset you were using messed up, or you had an adverse reaction to the frequencies. If you’re us BWGEN or BSS or similar, they warn about this when you first fire up the program. I’m not saying I don’t believe in AP, which I do. Your case isn’t all that unusual actualy. This is just my ameuture(sp?) opinion, I’m not a doctor. Yet :tongue:

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I documented this and I am my own doctor. I research manually from texts to online articles to facts and unusual studies. I’ve always read about Astral Projection and practices to achieve it even including meditation.

I’m kind of my own doctor. I know I’m severely depressed, but I’ve only taken 3 antidepressants in my life. Something hasn’t been right with me ever since. I feel disconnected with the world and my eyes fatigued. I feel as if my mind is scattered with random thoughts, ideas, and stressful day to day events doing the same routine at work at work and college.

I do know inner energy cannot be scientifically proved, but I believe it’s not only within my body, but within my spirit. As for religion. I am a non-denominational Christian. I still drink and and all that stuff, so I am not a hardcore Christian and I don’t go to church anymore. I don’t think AP had anything to do with my religion.

I’m currently using my parents’ computer, so I can’t use BWGEN or other Brainwave Generators. If any of you are into brainwave sounds, here’s the frequencies (I used all these voices):

Astral Projection (& Mental Projection):
8.3 Hz
70 Hz
35 Hz
63 Hz
6.3 Hz
7.0 Hz

Recovery is the hardest part. At first I felt awakend and refreshed like I traveled around the world. My experience is now but just a vivid memory in my head like any other great moment in my life. Now, I’ve noticed a number of issues with me such as wierd brain functioning. I think about everything, literally everything. I only get 2 hours max of sleep a night now. When I do hit REM, I dream the wierdest dreams; more lucid dreams too.

For last night for example, I dreamed I was on drugs and wanted to achieve AP again. I felt a psychedlic energy filling up my mind with colorful hallucinations all in spirals. I knew this was all a dream and I soon took control and noticed I was levitating in my bed, like a yard above my body. I was floating in air (like a start up of OOBE). All the sudden I felt like a cloud, but soon later I felt a pain irritation on random parts of my body and experienced a Nightemare Lucid Dream when this clown (like from SAW and SAW II) came out of the TV and tried to kill me. All these evil hallucinations and images from my nightemare filled my head not only for the whole night, but my entire day I’ve been living in a nightemare. I believe Astral Projection had a great deal to do with this.

I do want to have an AP again. Even if it feels impossible, it is possible. Some people even get them on accidents (associated with PTS). I want to get there and be out of my body and explore unknown of the universe. Too much of it fascinates me. I was to talk to someone who’s experienced what I did, maybe find some common ground.

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yeah definitely an AP. Just keep at it, you will keep having more and more interesting experiences:)

If you want to talk to someone about it you can talk to me, send a private message or something. I’ve had plenty of astral experiences, concsiously.

I don’t have them much anymore, but only because I am not focusing on that, I have other things in life im focusing on at the moment.

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Yep, that was AP.

I started hearing things and eventually got quite scared that I was afraid to go to sleep at nights. So I stopped APing.

Another thing I’ve heard is you shouldn’t try meditating when you have depression. Maybe it applies to APing aswell?

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I think its ok to meditate if you are going through depression, as long as you don’t choose the depression as a point of focus.

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IT sometimes hurt when i pee.
jk.
I dont know if i should believe that or not,but if that happened it has increased my motivation for lding.

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Deep breathing exercises within meditating help release my stress and relax me, but the depression still lingers sometimes because it isn’t part of stress really. If I just use my imagination or ignore it, my depression goes away. I think way too much, maybe that’s why. Meditation helps “hush” my mind sometimes.

Stranger, I will be PMing you soon about Astral Projection. Has anyone here heard of this “solar experience” with AP or even experience? I’ve been doing research and havn’t found really much about blue foresty planets and and white dust angels (maybe a little with ESP, but they may not link).

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thats a really trippy story, first try in a couple months also, i had an experience kind of like yours, but i didnt go lucid =(