All right guys, I have an update.
Ive gotten lucid twice since my last post, but same problem. I feel a tingling sensation and woken up almost instantly. It feels like, I cant grip to “reality”, and I phase out of the dream.
The first “LD”, if it was even long enough to count, started out like I had woken up that morning, took a shower, and walked to the mirror to get ready. I looked in the mirror, and I saw a younger version of myself (Since Im 16, I saw what I looked like when I was around 8 or 10). I thought to myself, “I dont look like this”, and I realized that it was a dream. It wasn’t a waste, though, because I had a FA afterwards. However, I didn’t realize it was a dream, because I don’t remember looking into a mirror.
The second LD happened this morning/last night. I had used the WBTB method, and I thought I was still awake. I felt my phone vibrate, and when I flipped it open, it looked like I was staring into a lava lamp. I realized that my phone really didnt do that, and I became lucid. I felt myself starting to forget, and I sat up and screamed, “Kolt, Stop! Your not going to forget”, but I started feeling that tingling sensation again, but something weird happened. As I mentioned above, I didnt just open my eyes and I was awake. I was starting at the wall opposite my bed, and I seemed to “phase” out of the dream. Like, in my dream, it was light out, and I had three black papers on my wall (Not normal for right now). I stared at the wall, and everything seemed to start “waving”. Like, a sway up and down. Then it faded to dark, and the papers faded to the poster thats across my bed, and I was awake.
Ok, I know that was hard to follow, but I’m still very new at this, and this is the best way I can describe it by typing. If you understand or have any more suggestions, I really do appreciate it.
Thanks for reading this far!