So lately I’ve been in this trance that I can’t get out of in my dreams. It usually starts out where I go to bed with a thought tucked in my mind, usually about having a dream family. After falling to sleep when I awake in the dream I usually don’t notice my surroundings or people at first, but I know I am dreaming. It can also be described as a vague blurry realm and I don’t know what is going.
The next stage is where I am able to see more vividly within the dream I then I end up in the same places, for instance the mall. I have been having this mall theme for quite awhile now. For more than four years now. I think it is what is keeping me from becoming lucid believe it or not. I become stressed out in the dream about the mall shopping, the people, and everything else. It usually has to do with money, my social life, and my desires.
My first lucid dream involved a mall; I was with my aunt (who now just recently lives with me) and my Mom. I was in the middle of following them around in a grocery store when I become instantaneously inspired to do a front flip, which i cannot do i real life. I also saw myself and i did not look like me, so with these two signs I knew I was dreaming but I did not gain complete control of the dream because I had a dream message awaiting for me. After I did the front flip I ran off into a section of the grocery store that then became a mall. It looked rather gloomy at first because nobody was there but then I started seeing people arrive. I then went to this lady who was dressed as a doctor in a green uniform with her two babys in a stroller who were dressed the same. I asked her " what does all this mean?" She started speaking “It means you have something in value…” But she was not able to finish and I didn’t awake but arrived in my dream bedroom where it was dusk/dawn and I was sleeping.
I bring this up because it was powerful and it involved a mall. I keep having mall dreams and I can’t seem to solve why I can’t have lucid dreams no matter what technique I use. I’ve had one, and that is all.