Ok let me just first explain my situation. I am trying to achieve lucidness and have been trying to do so since the beginning of last summer. I haven’t succeded once and it’s making me a bit frustrated. One time during that summer I was pretty close but it failed. I’m using the MILD method and I’m pretty well informed on the entire Lucid dreaming subject as a whole. I have read Stephen LaBerge’s Lucid Dreaming: A Concise Guide to Awakening in Your Dreams and in Your Life and pretty much everything I’ve found on the intrent about the subject.
I haven’t been motivated the entire time since the start of last summer in the quest for a lucid dream, but lets say for the sake of simplicity that I’ve spent approximately 40% of the days conducting things relevant to the project. During my most intense periods I’ve made around 8-10 reality checks a day that are very thorough.
My dream recall is really good and it can take me up to an hour to write everything down. Presently I’ve filled 2 books (similair to this one freeimageslive.co.uk/files/i … tebook.jpg) with my dreams and I’ve gotten to identify several different personal dreamsigns.
Also worth mentioning is that I cannot recall ever having had a LD and that I apart from personally wanting to learn how to lucid dream, am doing this as my senior year school project. This shouldn’t be a problem though due to the fact that there is no requirement that I must succeed.
I’m sorry if the text is poorly organized but I hope you understood the situation. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. Am I puting to little effort into it or could my reality checks be to immense or is there something else I’m missing? I’m not desperate but I would really want to have a LD.
Ty for any help