I’m new to this forum and this is my first topic.
I’m practicing ld for almost a year now. My reason is to explore and find out unknown sides of myself and unlock possible potentials hidden within me.
I have managed to talk with my subconcious and yesterday something new happened.
I was ld and I went to find him (my subconcious) again at “our place”. When I arrived, he wasn’t there. It looked like he was moving out and I got this feeling, an exciting and positive feeling, that he’s going to a much bigger place (can’t wait to find out where!). Instead, someone else was there. I asked where my subconcious was and she (the person was a woman) told me that before I can talk with my subconcious again, I have to talk with her. I asked her who she was and her reply was astounding; she told me she was my Logic!
My reaction was "logic? Like my brain’s left hemisphere’s logic? And she said yes.
Her aura and energy were so beautiful, so calm. It turned out this was my biggest ld so far. We walked and we talked alot, I asked about some things that trouble me lately and she gave me answers. Logical answers, of course!
Something funny that happened; her place, our place, was a place I had created with emotions and beautiful energy. I asked her if she liked it and she told me “nah, not really” and I was like “but of course, it has so many emotions.” and she laughed.
As you can imagine, I still can’t believe it. After a long walk, we headed to my house (my house, my room, is my safeplace) and when we ended our discussion, I gently waked up. I immediately wrote down everything, every little detail, in my ld journal.
My question is, is there anyone out there who have experienced this?
Does this mean that Logic is seperated from our Subconcious? Could Emotions have a form too and perhaps we could talk to them as well?
I’m kinda confused and at this period of my life, I’m looking for my next “teacher” to guide me.
I hope I didn’t got you tired with my long post and sorry for any possible grammar mistakes, english language is not my native language