Hey there everyone,
I have a question. If you have had SP during your childhood, do you still remember the very first time you had it?. If i dig in my mind i can very easily remember the first time i had SP and also the one and only LD i had when i was a child.
The LD can be found somewhere in my diary, but the SP went like this:
I was in my bed and suddenly woke up. I saw something moving behind my curtains and tryed to get up, but i couldnt. I tried really hard but could not move a inch. I screamed for my mother, but almost no sound came out of me. I could move my eyes tough and i started checking everything around me very fast. I heard someone breathing really deeply. I got very scared and afther that the walls came closing in on me. I had the same feeling that you have when you are scared and you cry, but i did not really cry. Then when i was almost about to get squashed between the walls i close my eyes. The breathing stops and when i open my eyes again everything is normal.
So basicly, is it normal to remember this, even after about 12 years or so?