So, I was experimenting with WBTB. I went to sleep after sleeping for 6 hours, then walked in my house for 5 minutes, read some random books I found, and lastly, I read some article about willpower and belief having a huge impact on lucidity. I will post it later if anyone’s intrested, it’s very short - but powerful. Basically it said, you must believe, that you can do it today. So I read it and felt empowered. An hour has passed, and I went back to sleep on my back. After some time, like 20 minutes of sleeping, I saw a computer screen with League of Legends game in it, and felt like I was being sucked into that computer. I woke up like 3 seconds after because somehow I opened my left eye for a second, and was not able to continue dreaming.
I don’t interpret my dreams, but I like to think I often feel sucked in this game too much In my waking life, and started viewing it as a bad habit few moths ago. still play though…
So, I didn’t move, and tried to get back to any dream. I started feeling uncomfortable a few minutes later, but feeling confident, I said I will roll and have a lucid dream on my side. That’s what I did. And so I slept on my side comfortably for an hour and a half to an hour, maybe less… after waking up I wrote 2 a4 full pages of my dreams recalled, and feel like there was a lot more.
I remember 3 different dreams vividly, one was lucid, where I was running like the wind for some time, but I fell into another dream and lost my consciousness. then I dreamt of my father, talking with him about my career choices, being neglected and finding my way still, in another dream I dreamt I was working at a factory with a Japanese guy, I was fixing something, and on the end we were eating on a table our manufactured food and he said he feels really lonely, so was I, I said to him. That’s when I woke up.
My experience seemed to last forever, dreaming about doing reality checks, but non of them worked, and If they did, I felt into other dreams. I remember being lost in my dreamscape and if I used method to wake up, like watching a dot for some time, I was waking up in other dreams, but not in my waking life.
I experienced this other times aswell: I fall into different dreams and wake up tired of dreaming, having false awakenings, instead of having a couple of nice dreams or a single lucid. Is this a problem, and if yes, how to fix it? thanks
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