I can’t think straight in my LDs.
I had one this morning:
I was sitting in my bed. I counted the fingers on my right hand thinking “If I was dreaming right now, I would have 6 finge… wtf? I DO have 6 fingers! Yes finally another LD!”
I remembered that I have been telling myself that in my next LD, I’m going to get as lucid as possible. I started looking at things, thinking about how real they looked. I tried to read from the computer screen but I couldn’t focus on the words. I got up from the bed and went to the door. I walked very carefully not to step on the kitchen knives on the floor. I knew I was dreaming but for some stupid reason, I thought I was sleepwalking too.
I actually beleved that my WL body was walking around doing everything I was doing in the dream IRL. It seemed fully normal at the time. I got the idea of going through something to end up somewhere else. The mirror in my room is small and to high on the wall to go through, so I went to the tv and pushed my hand into the screen. When half the arm was in, I started thinking that it must be dangerous because radiation and electricity and stuff. As I said earlier, I thought I was doing this IRL too, and that since the actual screen on the TV is just a hologram, it’s possible to stick your arm into it IRL. I was scared of being injured, so I pulled my arm out.
It felt like the dream was fading, I heard my sister and her boyfriend talking outside my door. I thought they were there IRL and that was standing by the door hearing them in my sleep. I went out to jump on the big trampoline on my lawn and it felt more and more like I was thinking instead of dreaming while the dream faded, and I woke up standing in my room. I didn’t realize it was an FA until I woke up for real after a few more dreams.
This has happened before, I get lucid, but I think I am at the place I’m dreaming about, still controlling my WL body from the dream. Like some kind of semi-dream.
Does this happen to you too?