Hi, havent posted for ages, im paranoid and hate myself and think my posts are rubbish and stupid thats why i go silent for ages but this has been buggin me and i really would be interested to hear anyones input.
My sister loves Billie Joe from Greenday, and she is able to have these amazing dreams where she and he have this wonderful relationship. Well, im hopelessly in love with Matt Bellamy, but my stupid mind wont let me dream about him. One time I dreamed I was at a Muse gig, and the band were giving out weapns, guns and stuff, saying they were all anti-establishment, and there were loads of celebs there, and the cops came, and we all got arrested. Anyway, I ended up sharing a cell with…, wait for it,…MADONNA!!! I mean, come on!! She even begins with M! I cant even pull the guy in my dreams, even when the situation is perfect!!! WHy??? Is this because im too much of a realist? I just know know know its ridiculous to imagine pulling the guy so my mind refuses to let me? Once I dreamt I was at Glastonbury with muse headlining, and i had sex with Dave Grohl, Kurt Cobain, and Courtney Love, (who had a penis for some bizarre reason)one after the other, but NOT with Matt, who happended to be swanning about free and easy everywhere, toataly available. Whats going on???
