Fevor dreams.

austizmo · July 26, 2002, 4:42pm

i posted this in another topic of mine… and i hope you dont mind me posting a new one about it… but this doesnt really relate much to my other topic.

here you go:

so… if anyone cares to have me try some stuff to see how fevor influences dreaming… now the time… i think tonite will be my last bought of it as im going to go get some drugs(from a doctor… not from my street corner) to help combat my illness… but… ill post what i know so far

i have been reading a fantasy book gfor the past few days… i have been reading alot of it because im sick and have nothing else to do… i am finding that i live out the exact same senarios as the characters in the book… but not during normal REM… this is when im still half awake… like when you wake up in the middle of the night to go pee… ill climb back in bed and have the most realistic dreams about the book i am reading… this would be all well and good but i cant differentiate from reality at all… for example… i became fully awake and was sitting in my room… but for several minutes i thought that i had been transported to another “frame” and i had no sense of self… i was the character from the book…

another example… i woke up from a dream in which my girlfriend had climbed through my window… i acctaully went into my parents room woke my mother and asked her to tell jay to leave… i was fully awake but i could see janine plain as day… anyone who has had experience with hallucinagins should understand what im talking about…

well thats all i have to say for now… feel free to ask any questions… as im sick ill be on throughout the day

dunlar · July 26, 2002, 6:25pm

Might be interesting to touch a hallucination while you’re awake, to see if it feels solid like it would in a dream… Of course you might have trouble deciding if someone’s a hallucination or not… I guess you could go around pinching everybody…

austizmo · July 26, 2002, 7:07pm

hallucinations feel quite solid… i mentioned that i thoguht my girlfriend had climbed in through the window… well it turns out you can have sex with fevor hallucinations. i dunno about drug induced ones though…

dunlar · July 27, 2002, 12:08am

Well if she comes back, see if she can give you a black eye or a bruise. It’s not that I don’t like you, it’s just that I always wondered about people who’d wake up with scratches and rope burns and tentacle marks on their skin…

kmcdonald · July 27, 2002, 6:30am

Yeah! That would be awesome… just be sure to really piss her off and not let her leave, and make sure that it is a hallucination first, heh heh .

austizmo · July 27, 2002, 11:00am

well… i took your adivce and had one of my hallucinations cut my arm… no result.

dunlar · July 27, 2002, 1:19pm

Well thanks for trying, and I hope you get better soon.

kmcdonald · July 27, 2002, 6:18pm

Ditto to what dunlar said. Very interesting, if you are still hallucinating, could you try “Lucidityx1000” and see what happens? Or some other command, like “Hallucinatex1000” or something. I want to see how related hallucinations are to our subconcious as dreams.

austizmo · July 27, 2002, 11:39pm

well… im still sick… but the worst of it has passed. no more fevors and most likley no more hallucinations. it would be difficult to use verbal commands with a hallucination because most of the time in not aware that it is a hallucination. im quite wrapped up in it… and once i realize that im seeing things it fades very quickly. but if i get the chance i will try. thanks for your concern.