I finally had my first lucid dream just a moment ago.
I had been telling myself the whole day that the world is just a dream. I took a nap around 4:00 PM using the MILD technique. It’s 6:50 PM right now. I had been dreaming for a while before I did the nose-pinching RC. What I felt when I discovered I was dreaming was weird. It was like realizing something huge.
The lucid dream itself was a somewhat disappointment. When it began I managed to stay calm. But the thing is, I don’t have enough dream control. As soon as I began the LD, it was like I was on autopilot, like I had ADHD. I was going around thrashing my school and only that. I did not go and do anything else. I was basically a jerk to everyone and ripped down posters and destroyed other people’s stuff. I had a FA but chained it to another lucid dream.
I have a couple of questions.
A: Dream control. As I said before, I was aware of what I was doing, but couldn’t control any of it.
B: There was always a dream character after me, wanting to kill me and people never did anything to stop me if I destroyed their stuff.
C: Why so hyper and violent? The dream/s I had before were pretty calm. Maybe my subconscious was in the driver’s seat?
Moved from General Lucidness. 