My first FA (4 months ago):
I woke up in my bed and went to the bathroom. I tried to switch on the lights but they didn’t work. They do not always work in waking life either, so I thought it was normal. Then I realized that the washing machine was missing and the toilet seat was on the other side of the bathroom. I was wondering that how could I forget that I’ve been renovating the bathroom?? Then I realized that there is something weird going on and just as I was about to get it, I woke up. I was swearing like hell to my stupidity Since then I only got maybe two very short moments of lucidness.
My second FA (last night):
Yesterday evening I decided to have a lucid dream, my intent being very strong. I put my iPhone’s alarm clock to go off at 4am in order to execute WBTB with the SSILD technique.
In the middle of the night the alarm clock started ringing and I
grabbed my iPhone to put it off. Before I even had a chance to put it off, the ringing stopped. The phone’s screen was black and I tried to restart the phone with no success. I stood up from bed and my girl friend also woke up. At that moment the situation started to feel strange and I decided to do a nose RC. I COULD BREATH!
I became fully lucid and realized it had been a false awakening. The surroundings were so realistic I could not believe my eyes. It actually felt more realistic than waking life itself, which was quite freaky in a way Then I got too excited again and woke up in my bed. DAMN! The remainder of last night included some very vivid NDs.
How should I prepare myself to be able to stay calm and do the stabilization techniques upon becoming lucid??? I have become lucid some 4 times and each time I’ve only managed to stay in the dream for 1-3 minutes before getting overwhelmed with excitement.