After 2 years of obsessing about lucid dreaming i finally experienced the magic.
I went out yesterday and had a few beers,
so i was having a lot of weird dreams this night;
I gave a monkey to a rather hungry swine… which i immediately regretted.
I almost solved a giant pyramid puzzle inside an ancient temple,
and i ran through the woods of suffering…
an immensely dense and dark forest, with people running beside me…
crashing into trees like in the clip from voodoo people …
So when i woke up i was encouraged to try and WILD,
but i was too groggy and quickly slipped into unconsciousness.
Next thing i remember, i was standing in my room,
but everything except for my bed was missing…
and the walls had bright white/black checkers wallpaper…
lots of things were different,
but i have missed some monstrous dreamsigns before so i was glad when…
it reached me!.. ‘‘I have GOT to be dreaming!’’
Now i did something incredibly stupid…
i got too excited and did not think about doing anything to increase lucidity,
and i wasn’t that lucid to begin with.
I thought to myself: ‘‘screw it, this is my first… and i want it to be awesome.’’
So i imagined the walls bursting away, revealing something better… but instead everything went black… and i woke up.
After this i had another dream in which i told a DC that i just became lucid for the first time…
He answered rather nonchalantly ‘‘Right, thats cool man’’ like he already knew.
And i also vaguely remember another moment of lucidity.
Anyhow, even though i was barely lucid… i’m extremely happy i finally got there.
I was losing dedication and focus, remembering less and less dreams,
thinking it just wasn’t within my reach, since i’m a really deep sleeper.
But now i regained confidence and will continue my DJ
I just have one question, this dream felt just like any other dream,
except i was ‘‘me’’ instead of my dreaming self…
this was a little disappointing.
How big is the difference between a not so lucid dream and fully fledged lucidity?