first (half) successful WILD!!!!

Quest for Lucidity
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yesterday night i tried WBTB and WILD (I do WBTB maybe twice a week because it really tires me a lot) and decided not to give up before success… had to go throughlike 3 WILD cycles, but at some moments, with no HI or anything I found myself on the scenery of the movie Stalker (Andreij Tarkovsky, watch it if you are interested in very good massively introspective and really slow movies)… and I was with the stalker, we began to walk, everything was like the movie but for one thing: I was fully conscious I was in bed and felt the mattress under me and the blanket (this is why i say half successful). He said he was my subconscious so I asked him why he didn’t want me to have LDs and he came out sayng that he was afraid I would be choosing violent stuff…
I told him I wasn’t interested in that and that we could make an agreement… a week of LDs and if I did something violent then maybe he was right, but if not why get worried? … we went on for a bit avoiding the obstacles.

Too bad I sometimes had moments when the dream faded away so I was again out of it, but alwais managed to get in again… and worse I had absolutely no powers (I remember in my old LDs, when I was younger, I never had any problems with powers, they were all very natural)… I tried to summon lucid cola, lucidity pills, HyperVivid™, but got nothing…

At least I think I’m on the right road now… :beer: :beer: just let’s hope he did accept the agreement

edit: I’ll put a formatted copy of this message in my dream journal

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you better teach that subconcious of yours who’s boss… i mean your subconcious is just as much yourself as you are, so if you ended up doing violent things in ur lucid’s it would be ur subconcious doing them too

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Showing him who is the boss? And how am I supposed to do it?

I mean he already found a way to fool me: It has been 3 nights now that I set up my alarm for WBTB… the first 2 times I stopped it without waking up and resetted it for a normal time… last time I even took out the batteries and put them in a drawer on the other side of the room… this morning I merely had a feeling they were there.

It sounds it is going to be a hard battle… anyone has any clue about how to solve this matter?

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okay, what i would say would be just continue doing what you’re doing, trying methods , doing rcs… keep trying new things that you hear about or would like to try… and it might not work for a long time, or it might work quickly… everyone’s different. amybe sometime you’ll find a way that things work for you, then you can go with that
keep doing the Recalls after and study your dreams.
that’s my two cents… keep searching the forum and finding stuff you want.