Ok I’m not completely sure but I was in a calm and peaceful state for few seconds and I’m craving to experience it again.
It all begun when I was at the bus stop waiting for my bus and smoking a cig and talking to my friend. Suddenly when I gazed the ground and thought something like “ahh I wish I’d be still sleeping or somewhere away from here” I suddenly saw myself from third person view and suddenly I didn’t feel cold anymore(it was like -5 celsius temperature out there) all the unhappy thoughts went away about being tired and somewhat pissed. And I heard myself saying something too. Then I noticed it and freaked out and suddenly I like was back in my body and saw the ground again and ALL the noises (note: I was at the city center, so alot noise there) around me came back and the coldness as well.
The super comforting state of being like out of the real world and floating and observing myself, lasted for only few seconds but It was still amazing. i can’t describe the feeling but I felt like I was out of my body watching myself from third person viewand like… It felt like I had discovered something big. But it was still too shady. If it ever should happen again I would not freak out and see what would happen.
I’m not sure at all what happened but It couldn’t be just my imagination since I remember it so real and crave for it and can’t create the same feeling by myself, it came spontaniously.
If anyone has had similiar experiences please share them.